So, what is going on...
I have been preparing to go on the whole tour for Soundwave Revolution! It's very exciting, I have a position with heaps of responsibility and I get to do it with some of my best friends!
It is more money than I have ever spent on an 'experience' before, which means that I have been working my butt off. However, this is something I really want and will be totally worth it.
To earn the money to take this adventure on, I have been working heaps. Way more than I have in my life. I have been doing 90 hour fortnights, night shift and getting very little sleep. I have no savings to show for it, but I have found out that the more I work, the more I care about my job. I have taken to helping improving the morale in my department, writing processes and procedures and other extra tasks that I don't HAVE to do but keep me interested and focused.
It looks like I will be heading to Bali next year as well! I am very excited about this as I will be using my annual leave to go ON HOLIDAY, not to study or work for free somewhere else! hahaha.
Yes, this means there is a great giant hole where my saving for interning in the USA should be. I have been thinking about it a lot. I think I still will be able to save for it and do everything else I want to do, such as Bali, Soundwave Revolution, move house and find a different job. I mean, why the hell not. I think I am just going to continue with this life and live it the way I want to.
I have given up on going out every weekend. It's weird, I missed it at first, but now I realise I can afford to have more in life than just waking up feeling like shit on a Sunday morning. It's crazy to settle down, but at the same time it means I can lead a more fulfilling and exciting life, rather than living weekend to weekend.
Oh dear.. I can't be bothered reading what I just wrote it feels THAT ranty and nonsensical....
I'll check back and fix it later...
but thanks for reading!
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